Rexburg In the Summer

I told Ann the other day that if I found a job in Rexburg, I would be willing to consider staying for the summer. While part of me is desperate to be home when Michael gets home... I really am concerned that it would put too much pressure on the two of us. Especially him during that time of transition just barely getting off the mission. I really feel like it would be healthier for him if I wasn't there when he got home. I think it would make the transition a whole lot easier. Even though I know it would kill me to be here, knowing I had chosen to be here rather than there with him.

I really don't know what to do. And the idea of having a job scares me out of my mind. As the unknown does to most people. Anyway... I really haven't decided yet. It's only January. I wouldn't need to really worry about needing to buy my ticket home until more like March... but of course Job hunting would begin much sooner than that.

I do love Rexburg summers.
But I also love Texas in the Spring.

But if I did get a job, I'd be more productive than I have been any other time at home.