Anxiously Waiting for Home!

Of College

Well, at this point, I really really am ready to just go home. My roommate Kelsey got pretty sick this semester and is going home early, THIS WEEK in fact. So after that I'll be all alone in the hostility that is my apartment. My other roommate has decided she hates me and Kelsey. Kelsey thinks that our roommate thinks we stole some book she lost or something... and we also think she may have heard us talking in a different apartment, complaining about things this roommate has been doing lately... sooooo now she has retaliated by blocking us all on Facebook and pulling stupid stunts like hiding the cable cord for the TV so we can't watch cable.

I have seriously evaluated every action I have taken toward this roommate, and while I acknowledge my responses have not always been the best I could have used... I believe that any mistakes I have made are excusable under the circumstances which I won't detail any further... because that would be an extensive description.

I don't like living in such a hostile environment though. Even people who have hated my guts in the past have told me that it was hard to do so because I was a very agreeable person to interact with. So this one sided hatred she has is something very new to me. I feel like I've done nearly all I can though. I've been trying to make sure her pet peeves are taken care of.. things like keeping the kitchen clean, et cetera.. and I've apologized for how I may have reacted to some of her rude comments.. and still no change from her.. so I dunno. I can only change my own actions, and after that, it's out of my hands... which means I can't stress about it! I think knowing that is what makes me able to deal with all of this.

But at any rate... it's almost down to TWO WEEKS before it's time to go HOME to TEXAS!!! ^_^ And I'm really super excited. It seems weird, like this semester has gone faster than the previous... but I will be so happy to be home, and without drama for at least a little while.

Time to start packing this week!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope, an Anchor of the Soul

LDS.org - Ensign Article - Hope, an Anchor of the Soul

Oh random

Oh the randomness of me... and the things I do as I peruse the internet... haha

 

 

Toleration

I tolerate a lot. In some respects I downright let people walk all over me. But if there is one thing I will not allow is disrespect. My worth is just as great as yours. Do not treat me as less. Do not undervalue me. I know I have great worth, and I will not allow you to squander that.

PDA

If you wouldn't do it in front of your parents, then you shouldn't be doing it in front of anybody else either. You should have more respect for those around you. And if nothing else you should have enough respect for your relationship that you would want to keep that intimacy just between you and your significant other. No one else needs to see that. Ever. Ever. Ever.

And if you're going to argue that you would act that way in front of your parents... then I seriously worry for the level of respect you have for your parents.

Mindy Smith - One Moment More

This is my crying song.

Sacrifice

My question is ... when does circumstance merit breaking prior commitments? Why is it that you put off one person for another... all the time, and yet you are never willing to put off the other person, even just once? Where do we draw the line of commitment to our friends and relationships? For whom are we willing to make sacrifices for? Because if you're not willing to sacrifice anything for them... I don't believe you really love them very much.

Roommates

My least favorite part of having roommates is that the moment you get a roommate that has a boy you are immediately subject to several days out of the week where your are banished from the living room for hours and hours at a time. Go find a nice lonely parking lot. Do not expect me to pretend like I don't live in my own house. Gah.

One day I will have my own livingroom, and my own kitchen. And I will never be kicked out of my own livingroom because it will be mine. Unless there is an exciting surprise on the other end in return for my being kicked out.

Support

It's hard to support people when you don't agree with what they're doing. Most likely its not your place to put forth your opinion, and it's so hard to withhold your opinion from someone you love so, much when you're worried about the decision they're making. But everyone has to make their own decisions, and you know you can't make decisions for anyone but yourself.

But it pains me to keep my mouth shut.