Sometimes I write letters, or emails... or even have imaginary conversations with people in my head. Because there are so often things that I wish I could say but can't. It might be because I'm not entirely sure how they would react, or maybe because I know they wouldn't react well. Maybe it's because circumstances don't allow it, or maybe I'd regret it. And there are some things I wish I could say, just to let them out. I hate having secrets. I hate having things about me that are unknown, especially to those I love.
But if they knew, they'd never think of me the same. No matter what you might say, if you knew, then every time you looked at me, or thought of me, it would pop into your head. Our relationship would be changed forever. And for that, I could never forgive myself.
There are some things you just don't say.
And some things, you just don't send.
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